Fun and frolic !!!

what fun it is to do some nonsense discussions sometimes...

not to think what you are speaking and just speak for the fun of speaking...

what fun it is to hear your own laughter on your own silly jokes...

and not caring what others will make out of it...

what fun it is that others can join you in your happiness...

and you can for a moment be part of the universe...

without anything else in your mind...

and living moments just for fun...

Aah !! wonderful.. wonderful... wonderful day is today

Loosing it all !!!

I am loosing it all once again

things have stopped making sense

my senses have deserted me

but still I dont feel numbness

a void in fact which is begging to be filled

a void which is so vast and so deep

that it feels it will engulf everything around

and yet I can not separate myself from my surroundings

I can still see and hear and feel

but yes I am not able to comprehend

as it is too much for me

as if, If I will try to understand it

take part in it, I will loose myself

this calm and composed exterior will break out into pieces

and then may be I will not be able to put it back again ever.

Have fun !!!!

If you leave all your inhibitions

and play the game life has laid in front of you

with all jest and energy

not taking anything personally

just playing for the fun...

not thinking about winning or loosing...

just play for the sheer fun of the moment...

enjoying the fact that you have been given a chance to smile and to share your happiness with others...

and you will find that life is so much more fun...

its no more a burden or a problem...

its all about your perception...

have fun with your life...

play the best you can and have fun ...

Will you remember ...

what is life without melody...

what is someday you get up and are not able to hear any sound...

what if what you hear is silence...

no sound... no rythm... no music...

then will you remember...

the simple sound of water flowing from the tap...

reaching out at great speed to meet the earth...

and sound it makes when at last it is able to touch the earth (or was it just a daily routine so boring that we have stopped listening to its music) ...

will you miss chirping of the birds in the morning (though am sure with this lifestyle we never get a chance to listen it, it is somewhere lost in the horns and stupid races) ...

will you remember the happy sound the trees make when wind comes to play with it (or were you too busy running for the office ) ...

will you remember the rustling of the leaves lying on the pathway when playful air takes them along to meet mother earth (I am sure we were busy taking care of our shoes) ...

will you remember the sound of bangles of your mother whenever she used to cook something in the kitchen (Aah I forget we were too busy to take out sometime to spend with her) ...

I guess yes, you will remember it all then ...

Why in this rat race we are loosing the symphony of life...

the sync God has created.. why we are breaking it...

why we are loosing the melody of life...

why we are letting it all slip through our fingers...

why ??

Thoughts !!!

How thoughts shift quickly...

as sand shifting through sieve...

One minute one thought is there and then you see something

and quickly that thought transforms itself into something else...

As these are potter mania days... so I am remembering a apt word..

Transfiguration not of wizards but of thoughts...

sometimes they take the form of winds...

making you fly with life...

and then suddenly it becomes fire...

and you are blazing... trying to find an outlet..

but as swiftly it becomes fluid...

and then just flows... you are not even aware that there are thoughts prevailing in the recesses of your mind...

If one ponders then easily all five elements of existence can be found in thoughts...

as if they are part of human existence...

and well I must say... what we are without thoughts...

perfection ...

what is there in life if it attains perfection...

there will be no motivation then...

let me be imperfect and be near my people...

let me be weak and depend on them always...

let me be vulnerable so that I can love them deeply...

let me be emotional so that I can tell them how I feel...

let me be imperfect so that my love becomes perfect...

what is perfection...

in eyes of many may be success..

may be getting everything you want...

may be dressing up nicely and being punctual...

may be one who is articulate...

may be one who is capable of leadership...

or may be combination of all of these...

but for me perfection is...

when you know that you are being loved...

thats a complete bliss ...

and it makes the whole world look so perfect to me...

I wish ...

I wish i could write beautiful things...

play with words and then form something nice out of it...

I wish I could bring my thoughts onto paper...

put them into black and white ... or colors may be...

and not be afraid of anyone reading it...

I wish I could create music so soft ....

that just flows and makes you swing with it...

I wish I could capture the music in the wind...

that gushing breeze which brings smile on my face...

I wish I could fly like a bird...

that soars high with no worries of sun and the moon...

I wish that I could be like water...

no obstacle can stop me and I will just find a way to wherever...

I wish I could be just like that OM ...

that starts from deep within and resonates in your mind ...

I wish I could be lot of things...

but I am happy to be just plain me :)

I wonder !!!

words are still there.. but there not connected to heart anymore...

speech is still there but the words have lost their meaning

thoughts are still there but they are lost among the noise

sounds are still there but sense of music is lost...

Will to see something good is still there but have lost the vision

Feeling to love and be loved is still there but the courage to show the feelings are lost...

everything is still there.. but the feeling to belong is lost...

I wonder what is happening ....

I wonder when we will find us again ???

I am in love with music !!!

Why music is important ....

you are sitting in a room...

you dont know how is the weather outside...

but then you put in a cd and start listening to a song...

and then your mood swings according to the song...

and you feel as if weather also must be complimenting the music...

as if you and music becomes one...

these days when I listen to song..

somehow I feel like writing its lyrics as well...

somehow as if those lyrics when come on paper will change everything...

when it become black on white... as if it will not leave me...

and stay with me forever..

as if it will block the world from me...

and I can stay in this world created by me for me...

its as if you are in meditation...

strange are the ways of music...

it should be used nicely.. it can heal someone..

or it can create chaos in a calm mind...

its magic and should be used with caution...

but as long as its a fairy tale .. let me live in it