Feelings!!!!

And I felt that I have lost it all behind!!!!!
They just came flooding back as soon as I saw it.. these feelings have amazing timing.. here I am trying to pick up pieces.. making sense of things.. but they dont understand it.. they do.. they just come whenever they feel like.. they are called feelings but they dont have any of them in themselves..
Feelings are insensitive as anything could be... they are supposed to care about the people and not just burn them.. trample them.. but do they care.. they do not..
people want to move on. people want to live their lives.. they want to carry on...
Just when you think you are immune.. they come and create the havoc you want to avoid..
they say that you are human.. feelings is what proves that you are human... that proves that you care.. that you see..
But how could the thing that do no care about humans.. make them humans..
I dont know.. as always.. I am overwhelmed by these Feelings.. and I dont have answer