Am I still there…

 Its not that things are not understandable

Even the issue is not that it is not doable.

Or I have lost the visibility

Its the will to do, to face the day, 

That is getting lost.

Its not that I am all alone struggling here

Even the issue is not that I am not getting support

Its just that the mind is not able to focus

That little voice in my head is lost

Its not that there is no light at the end of the tunnel

Or problem will not go away

Its just that light looks to far

That little zeal to walk is lost

Life is so much more that this 

There are million things to do

So many dream are left for one day

Its just that the route looks to be long

That little hope of those dream is lost

Final Solace is Music

 Anguish, pain, frustration..  these have been my partners for long

Slowly silently moving along in shadows

Sometimes when I come in light I forget about these shadows

But they have been my companion for long

Everytime I am in shadows, I grope around to find my way out

I sometime try to talk or try to make sense out it

Try to explain the feelings, the inner fight which goes on

This burden seems to heavy to bear sometimes

But nothing works out, not able to relate 

not able to trust, 

but everytime I turn around, I find solace in music.

Its always there, echoing my thoughts 

connecting to my soul, let me be at peace.

What else can one want, when you have music.

Let music do the talking .. and be at peace.