Loosing courage to walk .. Am I ??

I am so lost among my thoughts...

trying to sort out the turmoil ... but life is not about sorting out...

life likes playing games with you...

the more you try to sort it out... the more it gives you difficult puzzles to solve...

I came across lot of different ppl in my life till now...

for some its a path to follow... just go on and on...

I wonder what if some day I loose the path...

what if sometimes... I just become too tired to walk..

then whether life will wait for me... 

or it will just brush past me.. leaving me alone...

But is it going to be so bad when that happens..

may be not...

till that time I need to keep up my spirit and try to walk as far as I can

I just hope that I dont loose my courage...

courage to face every new day...

You know some ppl ponder on things and then write...

for me its other way round..

now when I have written about courage...

I think about all those ppl who are in more tougher situations than me...

and still smiling..

Does that mean I have become a coward... or just that I am feeling lonely .....