Window

 I always looked out through the window. No matter whatever the weather is, whether visibility is there or not. I will still open the window and try to see.

What do I want to see is not clear to me. Day after day, with a deep longing I keep on going to the window and seek something out.

Since when I am doing this or how many years have passed since then. I am not sure of that. This ritual for me feels like started forever and ever in time. People do relent after few days, some after few months and some after few years. But my heart doesn't listen. Like a clockwork I go and see out the window seeking don't know what.

This seeking, this looking out, looking at the endless possibilities gives me a kind of hope. Everyday I push myself to go through the day so that tomorrow I can stand at the window to gaze at infinity.

I stand here in my complete element without anything to hide. I am open to seek, open to change. This window provides a realm of infinite possibilities. One just need to wait patiently, calming one's mind, let the mind come at rest. And once you find what you seek, well nothing else is left to seek.